I just had a realization. It's been bugging me since last Saturday. Why am I staying here? The company's on the verge of falling off the cliff. Why don't I just leave? For sure they will understand me.I owe this to my best bro who boasted too much about his favorite NBA team who won 3 straight games on their way to the conference finals. Haha. He told me what impressed him and made him follow the team. The thought sank to me so deeply that I can't help but comprehend what truly dwells at the bottom of me. Now it became clearer to me.
They're playing to stay in the game so that they can stay together longer. All this time I was denying the same spirit within me. Why am i staying and not giving up on the game? Because I believe in the team? Yes, but too little of a factor. Because I believe in the leaders? Not too much really. It's because I want to be with the team, prolong our togetherness longer and share more memories.
If not for this, I may already have given up a long time ago, start over again and look for a new team. But I chose this and I'll stand by it. I want to be with this team and I'll try to keep it together as long as I can. God knows my heart but still, His will be done. Credits to my best bro! ;)
